awaken by the coldness of the breeze
only to find myself within darkness
that i know nothing of it
nor do i feel comfort in it
cant relax to think nor can i react
seems that with eyes wide open
felt like its so tightly shut
blindness living without a light
loneliness only loneliness fill my heart
confusion dreads of consternation infesting
paralyzing, numbing never endlessly
I’m losing my mind
losing the hold of myself
even now losing conscious
of what is going on around me
it is fading inside of me
the will the believe the hope
to live on…
all is fading
- Zarkashy-
Friday, May 28, 2010
hopes and dreams
some said that this poem was imam syafiee's,but i couldn't find any source that this is his poem,but still a beautiful poem...also some said that this poem belongs to Abu al-‘Ataahiyah a poet in the ruling of Amir ul-Mu’mineen Harun ar-rashid...
ترجو النجاة ولم تسلك مسالكها # إن السفينة لا تجري على اليبس
more or less it means : you hope for success/salvation yet haven't taken its path # indeed a ship does not sail on dry land"
oh i wonder how many times had i heard this poem but still it is as my 1st time hearing it...the beauty it holds,..it reminds me that we need to work hard toward our goal to achieve it...
how can we hope to succeed in something that we put no effort to it, never can we get what we want by being idle and doing nothing.
Be brave and strong to have a Dream yet be braver and stronger to walk down its path...For the path to our dream is effort...may it be more than just words in our daily life.
ترجو النجاة ولم تسلك مسالكها # إن السفينة لا تجري على اليبس
more or less it means : you hope for success/salvation yet haven't taken its path # indeed a ship does not sail on dry land"
oh i wonder how many times had i heard this poem but still it is as my 1st time hearing it...the beauty it holds,..it reminds me that we need to work hard toward our goal to achieve it...
how can we hope to succeed in something that we put no effort to it, never can we get what we want by being idle and doing nothing.
Be brave and strong to have a Dream yet be braver and stronger to walk down its path...For the path to our dream is effort...may it be more than just words in our daily life.
Friday, May 21, 2010
sickness
everyday when we wake up,we are bless with health,but we would frown on a few little sickness that occur once in a while,didn't we realize that it is a good thing to happen?although it is sometimes burdening, sometimes annoying,...yet did we not see that it is a little break from our routine that otherwise would make our life boring,if we didn't get sick we wont get a leave from work and the routine will go on and on till who knows when,...
Shouldn't we be grateful for it that we have some time to think over what had happened and what we are to plan ahead,..it is not as easy as we think it is, to think as we move,it may be a forceful breakthrough for some yet dreadful and bottomless Pit for others,..never would we even realize that it took us a few seconds or even minute to stop our actions and think for our next action in our daily life. and yet for our major and master plan we fail to see the need to stop for a while and revise our plan,..improvise it for the better,we think too much of something we get nowhere yet a move without thinking will get us lost,.have a balance in most of what we do,..so being healthy all the time prove that there is something wrong with us..either we are denying the facts that we are lost or maybe we think we are doing things at the best level possible,being overconfident...
Did we forget that sickness is a blessing in disguise? did we not remember that sickness is a test? a test will not befall on those who are not eligible for it,for God knows his servant more than we can know about us ourselves,...never did we took the time to rest from our daily list of things to do,so why not take the time when we are sick to review our past assignment that we've submitted to our own history,go back through it by the days or maybe month,years and see how did we do...what had we achieved,..to what had we devoted our life and effort,..wealth?career?fam
there are things that we wouldn't be able to see when we are healthy,not a few but a lot of things that we neglected due to being healthy,..yes it occur to us when we are sick yet it fades away as the sickness goes away...as life is filled with much things that always swaying us from the path that we should be walking on...
Be grateful in whatever situation we are in, for there is always a good side of each and every chapter in our life,...
4 words : " Alhamdulillah, thank you ALLAH "
Shouldn't we be grateful for it that we have some time to think over what had happened and what we are to plan ahead,..it is not as easy as we think it is, to think as we move,it may be a forceful breakthrough for some yet dreadful and bottomless Pit for others,..never would we even realize that it took us a few seconds or even minute to stop our actions and think for our next action in our daily life. and yet for our major and master plan we fail to see the need to stop for a while and revise our plan,..improvise it for the better,we think too much of something we get nowhere yet a move without thinking will get us lost,.have a balance in most of what we do,..so being healthy all the time prove that there is something wrong with us..either we are denying the facts that we are lost or maybe we think we are doing things at the best level possible,being overconfident...
Did we forget that sickness is a blessing in disguise? did we not remember that sickness is a test? a test will not befall on those who are not eligible for it,for God knows his servant more than we can know about us ourselves,...never did we took the time to rest from our daily list of things to do,so why not take the time when we are sick to review our past assignment that we've submitted to our own history,go back through it by the days or maybe month,years and see how did we do...what had we achieved,..to what had we devoted our life and effort,..wealth?career?fam
there are things that we wouldn't be able to see when we are healthy,not a few but a lot of things that we neglected due to being healthy,..yes it occur to us when we are sick yet it fades away as the sickness goes away...as life is filled with much things that always swaying us from the path that we should be walking on...
Be grateful in whatever situation we are in, for there is always a good side of each and every chapter in our life,...
4 words : " Alhamdulillah, thank you ALLAH "
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
.....
awaken by the coldness of the breeze
only to find myself within darkness
that i know nothing of it
nor do i feel comfort in it
cant relax to think nor can i react
seems that with eyes wide open
felt like its so tightly shut
blindness living without a light
loneliness only loneliness fill my heart
confusion dreads of consternation infesting
paralyzing, numbing never endlessly
I’m losing my mind
losing the hold of myself
even now losing conscious
of what is going on around me
it is fading inside of me
the will the believe the hope
to live on…
all is fading
only to find myself within darkness
that i know nothing of it
nor do i feel comfort in it
cant relax to think nor can i react
seems that with eyes wide open
felt like its so tightly shut
blindness living without a light
loneliness only loneliness fill my heart
confusion dreads of consternation infesting
paralyzing, numbing never endlessly
I’m losing my mind
losing the hold of myself
even now losing conscious
of what is going on around me
it is fading inside of me
the will the believe the hope
to live on…
all is fading
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
The Different it made...
some live by feeding from the good they've done but some may think otherwise...we face people everyday and it is not always good nor is it bad every time...in each and everyday in our life we face others and either we receive,do good things to them or either we receive,do bad things to them..we can never run away from it as long as we live in a community..
why does our heart feels heavily weaved when it comes to a certain person yet it did not to another?does it mean that we only do good things to certain someone and not to others?does we choose among our brothers and sisters to whom we should be good to?or should we treat all our brothers and sisters equally as we were taught by our beloved prophet (praise be upon him) ? let our heart remain pure to the intention of our doings, for that is what count the most...
when we choose to do deeds to someone for a reason that they did to us,our heart will sway...
and if it keeps on going then we will favor some before the others hence dividing and creating our own circle among our brothers...is that what we learn in Islam?is that what a Muslim should do?
its easy to do good to someone that did nothing to u,but its not that easy to do good to someone who did something to u...yet we were taught not to do so,we should do good to others even when they do bad things to us, for that is the true meaning in doing good. No matter how bad we we're treated always do good to others
why does our heart feels heavily weaved when it comes to a certain person yet it did not to another?does it mean that we only do good things to certain someone and not to others?does we choose among our brothers and sisters to whom we should be good to?or should we treat all our brothers and sisters equally as we were taught by our beloved prophet (praise be upon him) ? let our heart remain pure to the intention of our doings, for that is what count the most...
when we choose to do deeds to someone for a reason that they did to us,our heart will sway...
and if it keeps on going then we will favor some before the others hence dividing and creating our own circle among our brothers...is that what we learn in Islam?is that what a Muslim should do?
its easy to do good to someone that did nothing to u,but its not that easy to do good to someone who did something to u...yet we were taught not to do so,we should do good to others even when they do bad things to us, for that is the true meaning in doing good. No matter how bad we we're treated always do good to others
